International Writers Magazine: Hard Boiled
I was heading to the
lower west side, rich, but with rough edges all the way around. If you
wanna disappear in this city, find yourself a dark hole with slow music
and a thin veil of smoke to hide your eyes, this was the place to go.
Its hard to hide in the darkness of a city so full of light. Bright
green and red create a sickly shimmer thats thrown across the buildings
and the paths that line the ground like veins, pulsating with each breathe
of the city. With these neon nightmares illuminating all the darkest shadows
of the interweaving alleyways, those who yearn for dark, go to the ground.
This is where I was going. This is where I knew she would be.
Long Night in the Old Town.
had rained all day. It always rains in the city. By 9pm the streets
were slick with the toils of a rough day. In tiny rivers flowing
down either side of the road a few idle pieces of rubbish sail into
the darkness of the overflow holes. The occasional puddle of oil
and water had mixed together throwing a rainbow of colour across
I stepped onto the road and the water swirled at the impact of the
foot fall. Little did I know my life would be sent into spinning
ripples by the end of that night.
I walked down the steps, anticipating the atmosphere that would greet
me. A high class hideaway with light so dim it cast shadows about the
room, leaving the corners only to the imagination. Outsdide, it was illuminated
only by the small red light, and a flicker of a face inhaling from a thin
cigar. Inside, slow jazz drips from the walls. Resolute drinkers sit with
their backs to the music. She would be there on the stage singing a slow
30s croon in a harsh rasping voice that aches with sexual desire.
A red dress maybe, tight and close to the skin, falling away from her
curves in a delicate sensual way. I had tracked her this far and would
not lose her tonight. I had worked for a long time trying to find the
dame, and I had the feeling tonight was gonna give me the answer to the
question, and where we were going. At the bottom of the steps, I pushed
open the door, preparing myself for what would face me.
"Southern trees, bare strange fruit. Blood on the leaves and blood
at the root. Black bodies swinging in the southern breeze. Strange fruit
hanging from the poplar trees."
Exactly as I thought.
She was lying across a piano in the very centre of the stage. It was a
sparkling green dress, slinky but still tight enough to see every contour
of her body. The colour matched her eyes and complimented her skin so
well that she looked like dream. Her voice was like morning and just as
I stood at the bar for a while and ordered my drink. Im sure youre
interested in what a guy like me drinks, but it really isnt important.
I took a slow sip and swirled it in my mouth and swallowed; my eyes never
left the stage or the woman mesmerising the audience. The last time I
had seen her perform was in 2040 in Las Vegas, and she was amazing there
as well. Then her husband croaked. So with all the questions, she disappeared,
lost in the woodwork.
When she finished her set and after the flush of applause she came to
the bar and ordered a drink, but I managed to avoid her gaze. She had
the usual run of suitors come up and ask to buy her dinner some time,
but she always turned them down with a coy smile, and a look in her eyes
saying You can't handle this. I stepped behind her and ordered
an Alexander, no cream. I knew what was coming next, but she
was always lightning fast. I couldnt block the incoming swing, and
she wasnt like other women, so this one was coming closed fist and
fuck the nails. The fist slammed into my cheek, but I was still tough
as old boots, so I barely stepped back. I caught a slight hint of her
perfume, still the same, after so many years.
We sat together in a quiet dark corner and got reacquainted over the next
few hours. Between sets, we talked about where we had been and what we
had been up too and who we had been with. The war that seemed to have
been going for decades and the prevailing truth about the future of our
country. A smooth sax solo and been rolling out into the bar for some
while and the night crawled on. I finally told her why I was there.
She looked at me with a sad smile that told me she knew. You dont
mess with people like her and expect to get away with it. Between us we
had stolen a sum total of 500,000 000 Euros. The best looking bunch of
10,000 Euro notes you ever saw. That might not seem too much now, but
when we did it, that would have bought you the world. She told me she
hadnt spent a single penny of that money. She still had the case
we took the money in, and she carried it with her always. She had been
too paranoid that they would trace the cash and find her. Now without
spending a single penny of it, they managed to anyway. With the Segregatory
Act that passed through parliament 20 years ago, she couldnt
do anything without being watched. No one could really. In one sweep cash
We were clinging to the glass but still sinking into the shifting sands,
heading for the long drop.
She took my hand from under the table and led me downstairs into the residential
section of the bar. Her room was small, no windows and a single television
on the wall as the only entertainment. She reached under the bed and pulled
out a silver suitcase. I hadnt seen it in years. A little tattered
and tarnished but still shinning new like the day we stole it. We kissed,
passionately just for those few moments, we were 60 years ago in the King
Jazz Club in Soho. Its a shame this kiss ended the same as that
I hadnt heard machine gun fire in years. But you never mistake the
sound. With modern weaponry it was all energy blasts and shock webs, but
you never forget the choking rattle of a full clip being emptied into
a room, then the dull falling thud of 20, 30 people dropping to the ground.
At last, resolution. I grabbed her hand as she grabbed the case and we
did the only thing we could. We ran. Like the fires of hell were licking
at our ankles, we ran.
We rushed up the stairs into the street through the fire exit. Dawn had
just spread across the horizon and the neon glow had started to fade away.
The gunfire had come from inside the bar, and maybe, just maybe, if Lady
Luck was feeling generous and wasnt one of those corpses left in
the bar, we would escape unnoticed. We hit the path at a pace, sliding
on the wet floor and into the street. She had carried that case with her
for so many years and it was really starting to drag her down.
Thats why when I saw her fall, I wasnt surprised she let go
with such ease. She fell to one knee, throwing the case into the air,
soaking that green dress. When I felt that hot sting in my back I understood
why she went down so easily. Getting shot when youre younger isnt
a big deal, and I knew the pain well, but we were old and slow, medical
advancement has come so far, but in the end, I just wanted to lie down.
I felt more bite into me, but didnt feel the hot sting that usually
accompanies them. I was already beginning to feel the cold. I watched
her lying in the road and she was watching me. Our eyes met and I could
see those beautiful gems, just like a dream in the darkness. Then I noticed
purple paper raining down upon us. It always rains in the city. They drifted
to the earth and landed in the puddles of water. Mixed with oil. Mixed
© Robert Hilllum November 2007
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